September 21st, 2006 by arnan
I am scare..i just dont know what to do…
I give it all to you Lord..!!! forgive me
August 1st, 2006 by arnan
wah..gua seneng buanget disini…tempat kerjaany seru..orang orangnya rame…bayangin ajah..baru 1 hari kerja ajah..gua langsung bisa minum minum ma boss boss gua..heheh..seru yah..:)..yay..!!!
terus terus..gua bisa maen badminton pula..gratis pula pake hotel facilities..yay!!! Udah gituh, gua bisa join membership..buat pool, spa ma gym…asik asik..!!!!enak deh…
oh yeah, ada jelek nya juga deng..gak bisa maen internet sering sering neh..kudu ke library..cuma bisa pake 1 jam sehari..itu juga berarti gua harus ke library terus tiap kali gua ada wakut..:(..
anyway, i up date my blog again later…ciao
July 21st, 2006 by arnan
hey guys,
gua di sctoland neh..gak nyangka ya gak seh..wahh gila asik buanget deh..unbelieveable buanget deh buat gua..coba bayangin..orang gombong ada di scotland..hehe..mimpi apa gua ya..:)..Yang selama ini kayanya cuma bisa baca and liat gambar gambar nya di tv , eh sekarang gua bisa liat langsung..keren abiss
Gua baru nyampe kemaren neh..gila man 24 hours flight..dari Bali - Hongkong- London-Scotland..cuapek buanget gak seh..gak pernah gua naek pesawat selama itu..eh terus terus..pas udah nyampe di scotland..gua di jemput neh ma orang dari hotel..tapi nya gua kudu nunggu 45 minute di airport gara gara gak bisa nemuin tuh orang..dia nungguin gua di international terminal eh gua nya di domestic ..ya gak akan ketemua!!!..Terus ya udah, dari glasgow gua naek mobil ke crieff..sekitar 1 jam an gituh..wah man..gila deh..tempatnya kampung abissss..hampir gak ada gedung tinggi..adelaide ajah jauh lebih sibuk kali kotanya..ini mah asli gak ada apa apanya..isinya bangunan kuno semua..hehe..banyak kebo, sapi ma kambing..lebih kaya new zealand kali yah..tapi tapi..pemandangannya bagus buanget..rumput ijo deh diman mana..keren abis..
1 jam perjalanan, gua nyampe di crieff hydro hotel..langsung di temuin ma staff staffnya gituh..padahal gua blum mandi and gosok gigi selama 1 harian ..heheh..:) bodo ah..ya udah..orang nya baek baek buanget..ramah ramah ..tapi ngomongnnya uanehh..kadang gua gak ngerti tuh orang ngomong paan..pake scotish accent seh..
afterward, gua di bawa deh ke staff house gituh..wadohh jelekenya setengah mati..kotor..terus gua sharing ma orang scotland..ya udah deh gak ada waktu meratapi tempat tinggal deh..hehe..gua ngobrol2 ajah ma room mate gua..ni orang juga baek abis..abis ngobrol2 terus makan bareng ..terus diajakin jalan jalan ke town..and belanja 2 dikit..as usual..a glass of beer..:)..hehe..first scotist beer 4 me..hahaha..gonna be interesting..lots of alcohol i guess..hehehe..
ya udah deh..segituh ajah lah..nyampung lagi next time..cya
July 2nd, 2006 by arnan
ehmmm..I am not overly happy to be in indonesia this time..Pretty sad, knowing that i wouldnt be in australia for at least a couple years…Pretty sad, knowing that i wouldnt be seeing my friends for a long period of times, pretty sad that i have to dealing with a culture and environment that i havent really attach with for the last 3 years…
yeah, the first couple of days were pretty hard…dont really enjoy the company of my family and people surround me..prefer to be alone with my book..- i know it s not good..i reckon, i just gotta adapt with it..and slap my face to realise that i am in another country..my journet in australia has ended…and if i am dreaming "again" to live in australia, i just gotta create my own opportunity later down the track…
well, really i wanna say thank you to all friends back in adelaide, port douglas, and the gold coast..you guys rock..you have given me heapsss…more than i could ever ask for…if i thought back the time since i arrive in aus till now, i would amaze..amaze of how much experiences that i have had with people around me..I guess i am lucky i met heaps of nice people, made a good friendship with the best people in this universe… i got no regret, met up with all of u..it has been a bleesing for me..thx once again..
June 19th, 2006 by arnan
ehmmmmm….gua lagi bikin assignment neh..ngantukk..gak tidur semalem gara gara bersih2 rumah and nonton brasil lawan australia..kalah pula australia..:(..sia sia deh gua melek semaleman…
nyway..it s my last assignment for this sememster. yay!!!!..and ..it s about a week and a half before i am flying back to indonesia..Man, i feel sad..coz, when i am flying back to Indonesia this time..i am gonna leave australia for good.. i guesss it s gonna feel different this time..the previous trips to indo was always excite me ..i got something to look forward to in indonesia and on top of that, i know that i am coming back to australia afterward…but not..it s gonna be different..i am not coming back to aussie for at least in 12 months - if i am lucky enought to manage to fly back to australia for my graduation..
Well, australia has givent me so much..i spend my young adult times in here..I have experienced heaps and heaps stuff..i couldnt ask for more..it s amazing..i have been transformed to be someone stronger, to be someone that a lot more mature in many way…and to be someone that can stand on my own feet. In australia i met many and many good friends..the happiness, and the sadness in here..have moulded me into someone who i am today..
yes, i am goin away to scotland..it s a new chapter..i have leant my lesson of life in the last 3, 5 years…and i have no regret.. but i want to do something much better in scotland..and indonesia after..I knew this 3, 5 years i got something that has been holding me back…. i know it ..and i am trying to solve it..rite now..and in my new chapter in my life.. very looking forward to it..
September 2nd, 2005 by arnan
ehmm, ampe kapan yah gua bakalan begini…
once again, i am sorry LORD for what i have Done!!
August 23rd, 2005 by arnan
i just dont understand about u..look what u have done !!!! the way u think..u are different rite now.!! i dont think u should be proud about it!!..u hurting many people heart!! u think u look innocent..u think u look like a good little shit!!..but no..WAKE UP.!!..u RE JERK!! u can be bullshiting people..by showing a good look in the outside..but dirty shit in the inside..!!!..ehm..hope u change..i know u re young..i know u want something more to know this world..to explore this world..but man..i belive u can do better..i belive u can find ur way..i belive u ll be back..!!!
give me call when u come back..i wanna see..the different person of u…when u come back here..i hope..i can give u a big massive hugs and cry on ur shoulder..but..i am not sure..if i could do that when i see the same shit again on u!!!!..i can wait to see a different person of u..!!..