Well,
Time goes fast right.. its 2011 already.. another year before 2012..WHo believe that? NO one knows but our creature, right?
Well, i just wanna look back on 2010.What i have done and experienced in the last year. ( guess last year, it s only the 1st of January 2011) .. Well, i guess this is the summary.:
January 2010 :
Spent new years eve with William at double 6. Good nite. but i got car crash on the 1st of January..hehehe.
February 2010 :
This month is a hell of stress.. Everything to blame is the bloody oz..haha.. Well, we given t up with MECA.. no more of MECA All shut. !!!
Bandung office is finally office and i am the only one who manage... Kinda pushing it and i know i was really with everything in there.. hope its going well next year.
March 2010 :
it s my gateway nyepi .. I went to lombok for a few days. It was awesome.. ( i have never had a bad experience in travelling ..lol) .. Lombok is awesome.. went to gilis . i stayed at gili air and spending time in there. But i manage to go to other gilis, sengigi and mataram. Met a good people in lombok although i should have kept in touch a bit better , not to lose it. :( oh well. Awesome holidays and it a good prosperous island in the near future. invest?? :)
April 2010 :
after all with MECA, a lot of clients push me to open the service like that. With the all the support of the clients as well as rina. Me and rina decide to open it again with the name of NIEC ( naresy Internation Education Consultant) . It s been running well since. Thanks god for the blessing. I wanna keep this biger next year. Lets hope and work harder.
Mei 2010 :
It s my birthday and soka birthday. I have invited a few people from around the area to celebrate. I could have done it better with preparation and all . Lesson to learn with people in Indo is to always give them direction. No initiative from staff at all unless to tell them to do. Again it s an experience. Love it to actually celebrate. I am sure i can do it better next time.
August 2010 :
Man, i just looked back my new years resolution on 2010. I was suppose to travel to South east asia on this month. But it s all cancel coz my dad had a big travels gathering in Gombong this month. Not good for me as i had to cancel all my flights booking. I could manage to go to Singapore and visit malaka and batam tho - which was a good experience. But i had to bury my dream to travel to laos, vietnam and cambodia. :(. oh well, it s all always next time. Family first right? ;)
The gathering went okay. Its big and we invited a lot of important people from bali and java. But my sist, me and brother thought that it not hitting the target. Bit of over the top and over spending. .we could have done it better next time. But its a good step from my dad to actually done it.. Proud of you dad.
September 2010 :
Busy busy preparing for lebaran in Soka. But we manage to actually do a tour with the staff from soka. It s good refreshment.
Bandung going not so good tho. However, i was happy that i could have an agreement with mba vivi .. Which is a local artist in Bandung. With her Number one broadcasting school, she joined the place at gerlong hilir . So, its kinda give me a hope and energy to continue bandung office.
October 2010 :
It s the 10.10.10 .. We got a new member of the family . Her name is Gabriella Audri natania. its my niece from Je ephie. We are all so glad to have her. All the family came to Bali to see and greet the new born baby. Glad to have her. Bringing a new life , a new hope for je ephie and mas sony family.
November 2010 :
busy month to travel to bandung - bali. We set up an immigration seminar in bandung and Bali with Jerry Hooper. We hope we got something back from it and it will be an ongoing program for next year. Thanks all for the support.
December 2010 :
December is always the month to spend in Soka. It s always been a busy month in soka which enjoy it... NIEC takes an off days at the end of december for abou 2 weeks. This is good to allow to go concentrate in Soka. Thanks god for the blessing that you have given to me and the family. I could spend x mas eve with my sister family to have dinner at Warisan Restaurant. Lesson to learn: never talk about business in the family gathering !! :). It was a good gathering with small members of family. I wish i could do this in every special moments of the year. And i wish all of the family could actually gather - like normal family. I spent my new years with Kei, Mike and Rika at kei's house. Small gathering, with good food, good beers and good laugh. I had fireworks too..an awesome night.
Whats the plan for 2010???
1. I want MECA Bandung to Open and fully run as a education agent, cafe and english course and of course in the same time MECA bali also will run smoothly also
2. SOka Indah will grow better and better....!!! - I love SOKA
3. I wanna do a trip somewhere in South East Asia for a month .. traveling cheap and using couchsurfing experience as much as i can...From that, i wanna make a travellers book..!!! - I am looking at the time around August i think..!!
Bright it on 2010.. Work Hard and play hard..
I actually just read a status from my friend fb saying that " every experience in life is a lesson, but love and care will always be the power to exist and survive"
It s kinda remind me , that all i need to keep me going in this tough world is LOVE and Cares !!! those are something that i dont have in my hearth. I need to cares and finding love to people around me..!!! My hearth is tough like stone- some poeple said..!! haha..- need to change it..
Have a great new year in 2010 guys..!!!
I like to keeping this as a habit for myself, to write down what i have done and achieve in a year .. So then i can reflect on myself , evaluate and thinking ahead of the future..
I had to say 2009 has been a great year to me .. IT s always ups and down as a nature of life.. BUt i am surely grateful and thankful to God for what i have received and done. So, here we go the summary of a whole year of 2009:
JANUARY
This month was just a normal busy month for soka.. IT s great to see the business get busy and making a good money..:) ..
MARCH
The whole month of march was just getting ready to get MECA open .. Preparing all the equiptment and spending money to open the business.. Great feeling tho.. !!!
APRIL
MECA bali is officially open. I was preparing the office to be open with help of bu Pamela in chosing furnitures and equiptment. Surely it was a great feeling to finally open the door of my own office. Everyday was really exciting for me for this month.. I learned alot in migration and education law in Australia through MECA. It wasnt easy, specially having a joint business together - not like what i used to do in SOka...But i enjoyed it. I was helped by LIVY - bu tati's daugther that worked as my secretary to get the office running.. thanks for livy. She stayed in MECA BALi for 6 months since opening.
MAY
It was my birthday this month.. Didnt do much...not even with je ephie family because they were fighting ..haha..oh well, next year .. i d rather to spend it with my staff in soka i guess or my closes friends.. !!!
AUGUST
I went to Thailand with JE ephie family. IT was great.. Thailand is awesome. I met a few frinds overthere and making a new friends also. I love Thailand and i think i really wanna go back to Thailand again in the near future.
Dao has been great to show me around Bangkok..Tasting a great food and good nite out in Bangkok..awesome place !!! recommended to visit for everyone..
I was actually planning to make a book from my journey to thailand together with teteh yudia.. but, it never happen.. - we were just to lazy to do..haha.. oh well, next time i am off to thailand..def up for making it as a book . - hey, why not doing it as a new year;s resolution for 2010 to make a book and to travel thailand..!!!
SEPTEMBER
It s my mum birthday on 14 of September. Me and my sister went back home to gombong to celebrate my mum birthday.. IT was great to be there with her for her birthday... I have never had much experience to spend her birthday with her for the last 7 years.
OCTOBER
A moment when i got discovered by someone..damn... shy, guilty but kinda relief.. oh well, live goes on.. !!1
NOVEMBER
Me and my brother decided to start look after the business in Gombong. Well, we start to plan to come home once a month to held a meeting with our staff. It s good to see my brother get so passionate in the business.. It s keeping me motivated although everytime we went back home, dad was always giving us " ceramah" all day a long. The first time we went home, we didnt do much work toward the business actually, because my dad was just talking so much and didnt let us go away from him..hahaha..gosh, - just taking his words i guess..
DECEMBER
IT s been a busy month for SOKA.. it was great .. I am so happy for the busy time in Soka..This months is been pretty exciting also because I have a good friend that care and supporting me always. Spending new years and x mas together with friends was always great.. and a mmoment to remember.. !!!
a man just landed on the moon..and discover the other side of the moon which we have never seen it before... As we always know, everytime we looking at to the moon from the earth..WE always seeing the same surface everytime..no matter where we are, no matter what time we look at the moon..it s always the same..
But, not Yesterday,..someone just discover the other side of it.. The otherside, that no body ever seen.. People might have been thinking and suspicious about it..But aye, never had a chance to prove it..
Out of the blue, this one guy...that just discover all ... nothing left..!! the mystery of it has been reveal...
I dont know if we should be happy or worried.. Coz i am sure, it will have an impact to various different things in my life.. IT will never be the same.. although promises that he wont reveal any secret of the moon to anyone ..no one !!!
This can be the end of the game or open up to another game of life...
This might be re post for many many years ago.. it s a story about my life ...story about way of life and what my life is different to others... Story that i don't know if i should be proud of it or to be shame of it...
I don't know if any of you ever feel like, "you don't wanna do that stuff, but you just don't have a strength NOt to do it." And the worst it, its happen over and over again...Every time you make commitment, every new years you make commitment or resolution about it..and every time you fall..
May be that s what people call a "sin".. It feels so good, so then you are so tempted to do it..but, once you fall, you ll feel so shit about yourself coz you fall deep down in the bottom...
anyway....hopefully one day....i ll come to this page and celebrate myself to win over this..
lets pray.
As optimistic as I am (I can find a bright side to just about everything), I also know that life can be a dark and lonely place.
I’ve talked to teenagers who have a parent whose anger makes just going home after school a dreaded trip.
I’ve known people who can’t escape the curtain of depression.
I’ve spent considerable time with others who, like my wife and me, are enduring life with the sudden death of a child.
I’ve seen what relentless poverty can do to people all over the world.
Despite knowing that these scenarios exist, I don’t despair. I know that hope is available in Jesus, that guidance comes through the Spirit, and that knowledge and power are found in God’s Word.
wuihh, akhirnya berlalu juga tahun 2008..Tahun yang panjang buat gua..banyak banget kejadian kejadian yang selalu dapat di ingat di tahun 2008.. it s been like a roller coaster really..!!! ups and downs...yahhh seru deh.. what have i been doin in 2008? flash back dulu deh di tahun 2008:
January 2008
recovery from ill - tipes di akhir tahun yang harus buat gua masuk rumah sakit for a few days..and skip the work during x mas and new years holidays..so, bener2 gak bisa ngerayain x mas ataupun new year..not even be able to work..
Di bulan ini juga, gua merasa, i need to make a move..deciding between staying in Indonesia or going back to Aussie... And at the end i decide to apply PR to oZ.
February 2008
Preparing for my application to OZ for Permanent Resident (PR). Summited all in March.
March 2008
work has been really busy.. MY restaurant reached a massive income record in a day RP 40 jt rupiah..Was so happy..
I decide to go for interview to work in new opening hotel In Atlantis Dubai. I got a job straight away in that interview. I was so excited at that time. Atlantis dubai is amazing and to be able to be part of it is a priceless experience for me i think.
MOst of all, i Met 2 other people during the interview John and Kei Which right now, they ve been my Hang out friends since that. They are really kewl and entertaining for me. At least they have made my life different in Bali since i met them. I started to go out and know the night life in Bali. You know, you can life in this planet without friends. and that obviously proven to me. So, thanks for all you kei and john.
April 2008
Holidays to Hongkong for the first time with My sister and the family. Amazing things to see over there.. I got to catch up with Tiffany in Hongkong. I always enjoy travelling. Glad to see other people life style in other part of the world.
In the same time, this month, i have a minor operations on under my ear. just to take off some lumps under ears. Pretty scary but it was a sudden decision..I just did it...It makes me realize that anything can happen in your life without warning first. Praise to God for looking after me. But yeah, visiting hospital twice in 6 months wasn't very pleasing experience for me.
Mei 2008
My birthday, didnt do anything this time..just a small dinner with my sister family at JImbaran. No celebration nuffing.. Ups, i remember, i met friend from Cs, he was nicely remember my birthday and offering to celebrate it together in kuta..so, i went for drinks with him and visiting the "bar" for the first time ever, and obviously i didnt stop coming over to that place since.
June 2008
Life has been busy with work loads in SOka.. I kept waiting for my PR to come..obviously i couldnt concentrate on what i am doing in Indo...So, life had been very boring and unexcited for me.
July 2008
I got ready to go to Dubai. I got the contract and all ready to go. But, after i told my dad about my leaving, a week after that, he went serious ill . He got stroke and had to go to hospital for a week. IT s not a experience i wanna have this year. Everyone in the family was crying and lost kinda of thing. Specially with the visitor from my dad other family..Not nice, and mum got blame for all of it from my sisters..!! It s been crazy, i dont like it that situation at all...
Obviously i had to make a big decision not to go to DUBAI...Gosh, you know, at that time i was feeling like i had to make a major life time decision. YOu know, leaving indonesia was all i ever wanted for the last year. And it s now the door was open for me to leave but, with all this family situation, i could t do it. undiscripeable
feeling you know.
Agust 2008.
Went to singapore with dad and mums, my sister and brother for my dad health check ups. IT s all went well. I love Singapore since that.
September 2008
the quitest month ever in Soka coz it was a fasting season before Ramadan.
To be honest i am still hoping for my PR to come coz it has been a while and i could be anytime soon to be granted. But, it never comes.
Thanks GOd, for all happen in mid year..Since my dad sick and wasnt able to work like before, i started to have my own decision in Soka. Kind off full authority to work overthere. So, i started to renovate the restaurant . And you know, the feeling i have was amazing.. I new how to built a restaurant now, and it wasnt easy..so, since then, i am feeling attach with that restaurant now. I started to like renovating and making changes in Soka. FOr a while i forgot about all going away plan to overseas.
October 2008
work work work i guess...it s ramadan and busy time to earn as much money as i can... I lost all my money for renovating restaurant now..so, time to collect them all..:) .. THe restaurant looking very good.. But, no other family actually got time or interested to look at it. Dad still feeling and thinking the same way to me. He thinks i am a loser and got no use at all for this family. :( ..But oh well, i didnt tell anything about all the improvement and renovation to him..
NOvember 2008
Went to singapore again my dad , mums and sister to do dad health check up. He went straight to bali to check out the restaurant after that. i think he was quite impress with all he s seen. And for the first time at all, he said, the renovation looks good..
At this time, i got a few offers to start making other business. I met with MAtthew from MECA (agent for my PR application). He interested to work together to open MECA in bandung. SO, we met up and agree to follow this idea up. From now on, i enjoying my time in Indonesia. IT really coz i could start making things happen. I was so happy for all my progress. This time of the year, i was not thinking of going overseas anymore.. ALthough my PR was still a good benefit for me. But i really hope that MECA is becoming my other life history in the future.
Dec 2008.
We start signing contract for MECA. I have become a director for this company. I am so glad i did it. Hope all went well with this.
And for the first time ever since the last 5 or 6 years, i could celebrate new years and x mas. I went for dinner with Pricilla on x mas eve and Party time with puput, john and taha in new open lounge in kuta for new years...fireworks, dance and drinks is always good for new years. ..:) thanks GUYs
Thanks God for that had happen to me for this year. Amazing things. The experience has changed my mind and direction of my view points in some other ways... Thanks for my friends and the family for supporting me.
ANd i now, i am so exciting for the year of 2009..bring it on..!!! a Big thing will happen this year i hope. I have made a 2009 program for Soka. and Meca hopefully will start and running on March this year. !!! That s 2 biggest job for me this year to make sure it all two running very well.
2009 is a time to work and found you life ARNAN...go to direction you wanna be and show the world what you capable of in this life...
Merry x mAs and Happy new year to you all.
December 31st, 2006 by arnan
wow…it s 2007, well, in a few hours here..Yeah, i have to be honest..that time has gone damn fast..faster that i have realised.. 2006 HAs been a great year to me personally..ehmm, i still can picture new year 2006 clearly in my mind..i was in adelaide..in a hot summer and new flat in north adelaide..Gosh, that was fun..last year, same as the last 4 years, i was working till late..just because i was in adelaide last year..so, i got chance to work in adelaide convention centre..good fun tho..and of course, as it has been a tradition in adelaide, we went to the red square afterward..hehe.:D..-bit of dance - why not.. the first half of 2006 filled with degree studies..It s been heaps less work compare to 2005, more friendship, more fun stuff with friends since i didnt have to lock my self up in my room to do heavy assignment…so yeah, i am thankful for that opportunity, realising that my last 6 months in adelaide i had been spending time more with my closest friends. .. My travel experience expanded when i went to ayers rock..Man, that was awesome..For someone that spend most of my live in tropical country, it was such a great feeling to see other part of the world where there is not many trees, red soil, different race of poeple , hot and boiling weather..and the outback itself has thought me something..- that life is full of fighting to survive, to be the greatest person that you could ever be. At that time in ayers rock, i also received a messege from my lecture, that i was accepted to work in scotland..yes, my other half of 2006 i spent in scotland..- an another country that never come across to my mind -..i have been blessed so muchhhhhhh…me being in UK, that s just AMAZING!!! i Got to thx everyone that had made this happend.. back in July, it was hard to leave australia..yes, i probably never said this..but yes yes yes..i miss my friends a lots..friendship and experiences that i had got from australia was a huge part of my life..shape me like who i am today bout family back in indo..ehmm, yeah..i went back to indo on july..it was great seeing my families again..been 1,5 year at the time from the last time i saw them..However, i didnt spend much time with them due to lack of time i got..but hey, no matter how short the time u spent with ur family, it always great..but i had to realise, that there is a block of distance between us which i need to fix it when i got back i suppose.. anyway, there are lots of plan for the future that i have to face in new year 2007…i am very looking forward for it..finishing the half of 2007 in scotland..and my plan to travel around europe and egypt in july 2007..graduation in sept 2007 in australia - be great seeing my friends back in oz again-, and of course, brand new life and work in indo ….very very looking forward to it..i just pray that God will take care of me and lead me to the right way as he always been..
December 3rd, 2006 by arnan
This is so strange…I dunno if i am the one that become a stranger to myself..or, this entire world is strange..
Tonight, i feel i am a time waster..i am no use for anyone or anything..I feel like, i lost track of wat happening surround me..With my time that i have, the money that i earn, i should be able to do somethingelse more useful, more beneficia for people around me..BUT>…wat can i do, where can i do that, how.?? I dunno..
Here i am, in the middle of the night..trying to sleep.., staying in a room which i didnt even know how the hell, i couldnt end up in this room..In the middle of big city in UK that i dont recognice at all..
It s pathetic, I could easily answer all that questions if somoene asked me..I mean if it wasnt about me, I couldnt easily answer with a very wise advices …yeah i am pretty good at it..Very good in giving advices and to lie without anyone could find out that i was a complete trash…
shit, now i start to think..wat a hell i am writting blog..writting this all thought that come accross to my mind..which definitey has no use to anyone..and i haven been wasting my time, have i??
I dunno, i guess, i dont recognice myself anymore atm..HOpefully, sometimes in future, i could pick up all those broken glasses of my life and put it all together..for a better use..I dont wanna blame anyone, or the place which cause all of this things coz i know, i got a control of them…not them controlling me..
December 1st, 2006 by arnan
Who needs a love??? wat..? wat u talking about??? i dont understand wat love means???? and i suppose i dont need that..!!!!
it s only me and myself in this world..I got no one ..NO BoDY at all !!!
September 21st, 2006 by arnan
I am scare..i just dont know what to do…
I give it all to you Lord..!!! forgive me
July 2nd, 2006 by arnan
ehmmm..I am not overly happy to be in indonesia this time..Pretty sad, knowing that i wouldnt be in australia for at least a couple years…Pretty sad, knowing that i wouldnt be seeing my friends for a long period of times, pretty sad that i have to dealing with a culture and environment that i havent really attach with for the last 3 years…
yeah, the first couple of days were pretty hard…dont really enjoy the company of my family and people surround me..prefer to be alone with my book..- i know it s not good..i reckon, i just gotta adapt with it..and slap my face to realise that i am in another country..my journet in australia has ended…and if i am dreaming "again" to live in australia, i just gotta create my own opportunity later down the track…
well, really i wanna say thank you to all friends back in adelaide, port douglas, and the gold coast..you guys rock..you have given me heapsss…more than i could ever ask for…if i thought back the time since i arrive in aus till now, i would amaze..amaze of how much experiences that i have had with people around me..I guess i am lucky i met heaps of nice people, made a good friendship with the best people in this universe… i got no regret, met up with all of u..it has been a bleesing for me..thx once again..
June 19th, 2006 by arnan
ehmmmmm….gua lagi bikin assignment neh..ngantukk..gak tidur semalem gara gara bersih2 rumah and nonton brasil lawan australia..kalah pula australia..:(..sia sia deh gua melek semaleman…
nyway..it s my last assignment for this sememster. yay!!!!..and ..it s about a week and a half before i am flying back to indonesia..Man, i feel sad..coz, when i am flying back to Indonesia this time..i am gonna leave australia for good.. i guesss it s gonna feel different this time..the previous trips to indo was always excite me ..i got something to look forward to in indonesia and on top of that, i know that i am coming back to australia afterward…but not..it s gonna be different..i am not coming back to aussie for at least in 12 months - if i am lucky enought to manage to fly back to australia for my graduation..
Well, australia has givent me so much..i spend my young adult times in here..I have experienced heaps and heaps stuff..i couldnt ask for more..it s amazing..i have been transformed to be someone stronger, to be someone that a lot more mature in many way…and to be someone that can stand on my own feet. In australia i met many and many good friends..the happiness, and the sadness in here..have moulded me into someone who i am today..
yes, i am goin away to scotland..it s a new chapter..i have leant my lesson of life in the last 3, 5 years…and i have no regret.. but i want to do something much better in scotland..and indonesia after..I knew this 3, 5 years i got something that has been holding me back…. i know it ..and i am trying to solve it..rite now..and in my new chapter in my life.. very looking forward to it..
September 2nd, 2005 by arnan
ehmm, ampe kapan yah gua bakalan begini…
once again, i am sorry LORD for what i have Done!!
August 23rd, 2005 by arnan
i just dont understand about u..look what u have done !!!! the way u think..u are different rite now.!! i dont think u should be proud about it!!..u hurting many people heart!! u think u look innocent..u think u look like a good little shit!!..but no..WAKE UP.!!..u RE JERK!! u can be bullshiting people..by showing a good look in the outside..but dirty shit in the inside..!!!..ehm..hope u change..i know u re young..i know u want something more to know this world..to explore this world..but man..i belive u can do better..i belive u can find ur way..i belive u ll be back..!!!
give me call when u come back..i wanna see..the different person of u…when u come back here..i hope..i can give u a big massive hugs and cry on ur shoulder..but..i am not sure..if i could do that when i see the same shit again on u!!!!..i can wait to see a different person of u..!!..
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June 7th, 2005 by arnan
friday, the 13th of May 2005..well well well..it sounds pretty scary..but it was a special day for me..It was my B’Day..the 21st B’Day!!!
It was an amazing day for me..as a 21st yo guy, i had done so much in my life..not that i had achieved so many things..but i had been through so many stuff..which gave me so many experiences in life..
However, on my 21st b’Day, i experienced so many different thing that i had never had before..which was awesome..a lots and a lots of thing that u could possibly imagine..
Well, i just wanna say big massive thank you to all my friends that had givent me so many things in my life..specially all the friends from the gold coast..without them, i wouldnt have such a great party..hahaha..and all friends in oz also back home..was great to have u all, wish i could celebrate my b day again with u all..
I wanna say sorry too for my friend that i thought she had been one of my best friend..i like you so much..but i am truly sorry that i couldnt make u happy..sorry if i had break ur hearth..i really didnt mean it..sorry for being an idiot guy who scared to risk my heart!!! if i got another chance in my life to be close with you..i wish i could make a better decision!!
massive hugs to all of you..!!>.
Hey guys,
just wanna keep on updating my blog..Havent been online much in the internet lately..Still regular visit, but only a little time...
Everything was all rite.. I went hope to Gombong last month to celebrate my mum b day. Went to Bandung as well to visit oh ROny and Family. I didnt try the flying fox and other games in Bandung which were pretty interesting. - Thinking to have it one like that in Soka..
Then i got back to Soka rite now..Busy working with my Restaurant. All the hard work paid off tho when u see the money..hehehe.:)..But, i need to give it back to the restaurant i am sure for further renovation and such..!!
Couchsurfing experience was so fun lately. I met a couple interesting guys last week. One guy from US, he helped me to give heaps of ideas about making plan for the restaurant. The other guy from OZ was heaps fun. They both helped me out to set up a bad and promoting my restaurant to other village.. kewl aye..
With busy time like this, keeping my mind away from OZ..!!! money is good and work is fun...A lot of crazy customers as always everywhere..
I ll keep you update later..ciao
hey,
I am back in Gombong now....staying here for a few days i think, then may be going to Bandung for a couple days..!!! see how it goes..
but, that s not what i wanna tell you..!! gosh, the last couple days have been pretty FUn and Happy..!! I dunno, i met someone..!! dunno someone that rite for me or not..!! but.., it feels great..!! confusing and scary ..ohhh gosh..I just cant explain it in words!!!
havent been on this blog for a while..so, i thought just to give some update to this..
well, recently i have been busy in the restaurant coz we doin some renovation.. a little renovation, but its good to keep me busy and use my brain a little...
I have decide not to go to dubai this month..i Mean, yeah..i am not goin to work in dubai.. it s hard decision..you know, half of me still wanting to be there..but i thought, yeah, i gotta be more serious in my life..and probably start thinking to settle down somewhere..!! so, i come to conclusion to cancel my plan to go to dubai. and instead of that,i will be goin to singapore with my family and dad for a medical check up for my dad. !!! Then i hope, after everything is okay with my dad, i will be starting to look for a master degree cource or something. !!! Hopefully i can get my PR by the end of the year.
I think it s time to get serious with my life.. Again, i have to think on taking futher study, get a good carreer and start to settle down..You collection money and do some investment and life in one place....
anyway...!!!! I am in jogja rite now..last nite, i had a good time with my friends in bali. it was kei's farewell party..it was may be my last chance to meet her coz she goin to dubai begining of sept...!! so, me , john and kei went to the rumour in seminyak...had a good food and a good laugh as usual.. then afterward, we went to dejavu ...usual ritual dancing on saturday nite.. really really good, i am so gonna miss her ...YOu know, the last a few months have been different coz i know them and hang out with them... It might be just a normal drinking and dancing on saturday nite..but, really it had put some colour on my life ..especially after all the down side in my life since i moved to bali..!! so, i really had a good friendship with them.. Thx guys..!!!
- i ll post some pictures later -
akhirnya aku balik juga ke gombong.. balik ke rumah lama, tempat tinggal waktu je ephi dan je yudith kecil.. aku sendiri seh blum pernah tinggal ditempat itu....tempat nya enak juga kok..cuma sepi aja klo malem.. tapi mungkin, itu yang papi pengen..tempat yang sepi buat istirahat karena selama ini di restaurant selalu rame di datengin tamu tamu.
Hari hari kemaren sih masih rame karena je ephie ma oh rony dan keluarganya ada disini nemenin papi mami..tapi hari ini mulai sepi...je ephi udah pulang ke bali hari minggu lalu, dan oh rony udah pulang ke bandung hari ini. TInggal aku sendiri nih di gombong... Aku sendiri mungkin bakal tinggal disini paling enggak sampe tgl 5 bulan depan. setelah itu, aku pergi ke bali dengan membawa tukang tukang untuk membetulkan restaurant di bali. dan klo aku ditanya lagi setelah itu..aku tidak tau..!!!!
Jujur aku nggak suka kondisi sekarang.. Aku gak punya pekerjaan yang jelas.!! sebenernya seh, aku bisa saja ngurusin perusahaan mami papi di gombong.. tapi aku masih merasa belum siap and belum mau. Apalagi harus tinggal di gombong.!! Aku masih pingin melihat dunia..bekerja, mencari ilmu lagi, dan pengalaman di luar negri.. Tapi gak tau juga klo itu rencana Tuhan atau bukan.!! Dan aku gak tau musti gimana lagi ngomongin ma papi untuk bisa keluar negri lagi... disatu sisi, aku kasihan ma papi yang lagi sakit. tapi disisi lain, aku gak puas dengan hidup yang sekarang... apalagi harus menghadapi orang orang lama yang kerja disini dan masalah masalah yang gak jelas!!!
udah lah..biar waktu yang menjawab...tapi dalam 1 sampe 2 hari ini, aku pengen ngomong ma papi ku mengenai masalah ini..Tapi yang jelas, aku harus sabar dan mengontrol cara bicara ku, biar papi gak marah marah...
