re-post

This might be re post for many many years ago.. it s a story about my life ...story about way of life and what my life is different to others... Story that i don't know if i should be proud of it or to be shame of it...

I don't know if any of you ever feel like, "you don't wanna do that stuff, but you just don't have a strength NOt to do it." And the worst it, its happen over and over again...Every time you make commitment, every new years you make commitment or resolution about it..and every time you fall..

May be that s what people call a "sin".. It feels so good, so then you are so tempted to do it..but, once you fall, you ll feel so shit about yourself coz you fall deep down in the bottom...

anyway....hopefully one day....i ll come to this page and celebrate myself to win over this..

lets pray.