Hey All,
I am back in Bali again today. I had really good night out in Purwokerto and JOGJA.
Well, me and my old mates from GOMbongx when for a boys night out in PWT on Saturday Night. It was awesome nites for us. We went to Tango in Dinasty. Well, it was really quiet. We didint expect that..but, you know, it was first time for all the boys to hang out together. SO, we just gave it all shot we had. My jumped in to the dance floor and got crazy..!! My and Babas got nasty on the dance floor when Anto, Yudi and Andi still trying to get their confident as in wasted before they hit the dance floor. Awesome night i tell ya. WE had MAMI offering their "girl" too for only 35k (IRD) for an hour..lol..cheap aye..But that s just only for a company, i guess we had to pay more for more action pack.!!!
On the way home, Yudi got totally wasted..and we called it here in Indo as - JACKPOT -..yeah, he throw up many times on the way home. You know, a journey from PWT to GOmbong which normally takes an hour, it took 2 hours to get home...He was soooo DRUnk til the next day..lol.. poor guy..

Well, a party night still carry on till yesterday when i went to jogja. This time i was with Andy and his housemates. IT was good, i mean i had never met them before..BUT really VODKA THE CONNECTION PEOPLE was really work ..lol.. yeah, a couple jugs then we got all close together and having a massive night. !!! So yeah, awesome night..

Oh man, it s good to have a close friends aye? It s really good to have people who can be trusted and always giving courage to you all the way. !!! Well, i am lucky to be surrounded to those kinda friends around me..!!! I LOVE u GUYS .>!!!

oh yeah, Be ready for the next MASSIVE PARTY>. on MY B"DAY .>!!! ;)

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Oh my liverpool ..!!! gonna talk something not too serious rite now.. :).. lets do some review oh CHampion League aye..

well, big regret why my Team - LIVERPOOL - not able to win..damn Riise made a big mistake...I knew it when he came to the field to become a substitue for Aurelio (i think), he would become a disaster for the team. Damn !!! the score become 1-1 till the end of the game..Which actually not too bad, but put LIverpool on the spot to win the next game.. Made it a little harder for Liverpool to go through to final because then they need to score a goal and to win the game agains Chelsea. !! OH, i want Liverpool to win so badly..!!! You will never walk alone..!!

But you know, some goods comment from Gerrad, He says, no matter what happen with the previous game, we are still a team, we dont blame anybody.. !! What a well said from a leader like him..NOt blamind anybody for the mistake he made..But really, he is giving the best support for Riise.. That s what i need to learn to give support for other team member!!!..

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Damn, i dunno why, these recent days i am not feel happy at all.. I mean, i am happy to get chance to meet my parents, family and friends..but, i feel that i havent done anything rite for my life... I always say that i have no regret in this life so far..but, really..i regret to be back home ..Back to Indonesia after all i have spent the last 5 years overseas. .I mean, u know if happen to stay still in Scotland or Australia, i would have got a good job, a good balance life, friends around me, career, and travel to different parts of the world. But now, here i am stuck in Indonesia.. I wasted my time in Bali for the last 10 months, not knowing what to do and feeling no hope..

I flashed back to what people said when i was still studying in OZ, which said that "we might not fit in when we got back home"..That is so true.. AM i not fit it? i wasnt realise that being not fit in is so depressing...I mean you know, the word "Not fit in" means that you feel that no body understands you, no body gives u courage, and no body cares about u ..And Really for the very FIRST time in my life, I am not knowing what TO DO in life!!!

All my friends probably know, what kinda person i am..I always have a plan for life..even when i am traveling and backpacking, i know what i wanna do and see.. - this might not known by my family.. they really thought that i was just some kinda lost guy - had no hope and passion in life- ...But really, i they made me like this..The whole situation made my like this..

God, really i pray for my visa application.. I really really hope to get that as soon as i can.. I am desperate for that... As soon as i get that, i will pack all my belonging and fly away to OZ.. I know i probably wouldnt have a job that time, and all my family might not stay behind me to support me.. But i believe the whole world is in my hand at that time. .. Gosh, GOd, please make this happen to me !!!



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hey, gua lagi di bandung nih.. i arrived here on saturday morning.. It s been good. I spent my time here with friends - as always, and my niece and nephew (of course with my brother and sister in law).

well, today i went to watch a movie with Daniel. We watched P.S. I love u... a romantic movie i know.. sometimes can be pretty boring aye..but this one was all in one package.. It was sad, funny and meaningful for me.. I was heaps enjoying it...!
And Yesterday, i met Ricky..had a good talk while we having coffee at PVJ. It was good u know, to share experience and problem with an old friend from high school.. YOu know, u can always share anything..sharing problems and knowing that others is probably facing the same problems in their life too ...

Well, i have learn a lot from the last 2 days.. You know, to get my self organise again.in term of my plan, my future ..Wat i wanna do and Where i am going.. It s been nearly a year, i have been pretty lost in these universe..NOt knowing wat i wanna to do.. I know, sometimes..i gotta go in the flow...do the best and GOd will do the rest rite...? BUt it s always pretty useful to know your direction, your goal and doing something that useful for yourself and others. !!! - these have been missing from my life in this year. !!! I know it s a lot easier to say rather than to do..!!! but, I guess i just need to make a move..make an action plan..and Prove it to everyone that i can do want i believe i can do~~!! .. So really, i am just hoping that these potential of me will come out soon.. Let me COME out of The SHell !!!!

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Jakarta.....
ehmm, dah beberapa hari nih di Jakarta.. havent been doin much..well, emang gua juga lagi gak bisa jalan2 seh..leher di plester ginih- abis di operasi.. kadang berdarah pula..hiiiiii ..

ehmm, tapi kemaren ini ketemuan ma NIlan..old friend from junior high school di GomboNX..!! well, it s good..u know, every little time you got chance to meet ur old friends is always a pleasure.. a great pleasure really..!!! You never know, where the journey of ur life will take you..Gua dah 5 taunan gak ketemua dia.. I mean every friend that you have in this world carry a different memory of your past...!! So, it s always a good topic to talk about, remembering wat we have done and our future. Some has changed their personality, out look, jobs, places to live and heaps more..

Well, gua masih di Jakarta for a few more days..got a docter check up tomorrow..then, we ll see if i am goin to bandung or str8 to GomboNGx..But hopefully i manage to meet a few more others old friends for a goood chatttt and coffeeeeee..ehmmm, nice...

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Dear All,

After so longggg lost interest with Blog, now i am back..Start Blogging again.. !!! but THis time i choose a special blog site ..well, hopefully it s gonna be a long lasting relationship between us ..:)

This is blog will full of my daily life routine, activites, ideas and surely story of my bullshit..:)

Anyway, i have just had an operation di Dharmais - Jakarta .. hiii..Serem ya, dharmais kan tempat perawatan kanker...loe gak papa kan Mr? Gak, gua cuma ada benjolan di bawah kuping.. Kelenjar keringat gituh.. Gak papa kok.. tapi pas kemaren aja nemenin nyokap gua ke jakarta, trus gua sekalian periksa di sono.. Trus gua operasi aja langsung..Daripada di simpen2..ya gak? Small operation, only took 30 minutes. Tapi gua minta bius total..!! Biar gak kerasa sakit ahhhh..Serem klo gak kan..
Tapi ngeri juga ya klo di operasi besar gituh,, Masuk ruang operasinya aja udah mengerikann!!! Ruangannya dingin buanget pula.. Banyak lampu2 operasi ma peralatannya, obeng, mur , paku, palu..wuesss emangnya bengkel ..!!! :).

Yah pokoknya gituh deh, obiously sekarang gua udah di rumah (udah bisa main internet lagi) .. Tapi gua di tinggal nyokap gua deh (gak setia menemani dia) .NYokap balik ke kampung..Dan gua stay di Jakarta for a few more days !!! Yah, lumayan lah..bisa jalan jalan dulu..Shopping shoping ato apa kek..

ANyway, segini dulu deh blog pertama gua..Next time gua isi isi lagi ni blog.. biar bagus, biar keren dan makin beken.. !!!

Ciao !

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