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Hey, it s me starting to feel to talk shit again..hehe..:)

ehmmmm, its 11 o clock at night in Bali time.. meant to go to sleep, but i couldnt..i had a nap in the morning..so, yeah...not tired also, i didnt do anything to do..!!! - u know as usual in SOka - bored !!

Nah, all the sudden i starting to think about my time when i was overseas.. I know, i have been talking about this over and over again..But really..i just thinking of my time when i was in Scotland, Aussie and NZ... U know, time moving very very fast..it seems like only yesterday i went to NZ, then Aussie then Scotland..!!! u know, flashing back, when i was busy working in Crieff Hydro..how time went so quick over there..seasons changed into another seasons and one night shifts moved to another nights shifts..!!! work work work.. I was just thinking, that all my experiences over there was just so precious.. I might not enjoy it much when i was there..(because the food), but deep down now i miss it.. !!
Man, i miss to be busy..to do heaps of things and thinking forward, planning for my life, producing things.. !!! I am really bored here.specially rite now..!! I mean, the whole a lot of things in here may be not for me..I dont have people who supporting me and knowing what i wanna do..!! so, frustrating.. Everything is moving so slow here..!!, people dont do work as much as they suppose to do..!! errrrrggg, wasting so much time.. !! time on the road, time to do stuff !!!

At the moment, i dont even know if i am still going to Australia or DUbai as another options..!! I really hope this can happen quickly..i Mean, dude, i need to know what my purpose in life.. WHat do i wanna do.. and wat to achieved..!!! I always wanna be a business man..You know to get control of my own life.. but may be it just too soon for me if i have to follow my dad to stay here... I mean, the whole worlds is soo good ..and doing business and settle down in Indonesia means i am gonna missing out the rest of opportunity to explore and see the world. !!

aerrrrggggg... I dont know..!!!