akhirnya aku balik juga ke gombong.. balik ke rumah lama, tempat tinggal waktu je ephi dan je yudith kecil.. aku sendiri seh blum pernah tinggal ditempat itu....tempat nya enak juga kok..cuma sepi aja klo malem.. tapi mungkin, itu yang papi pengen..tempat yang sepi buat istirahat karena selama ini di restaurant selalu rame di datengin tamu tamu.
Hari hari kemaren sih masih rame karena je ephie ma oh rony dan keluarganya ada disini nemenin papi mami..tapi hari ini mulai sepi...je ephi udah pulang ke bali hari minggu lalu, dan oh rony udah pulang ke bandung hari ini. TInggal aku sendiri nih di gombong... Aku sendiri mungkin bakal tinggal disini paling enggak sampe tgl 5 bulan depan. setelah itu, aku pergi ke bali dengan membawa tukang tukang untuk membetulkan restaurant di bali. dan klo aku ditanya lagi setelah itu..aku tidak tau..!!!!
Jujur aku nggak suka kondisi sekarang.. Aku gak punya pekerjaan yang jelas.!! sebenernya seh, aku bisa saja ngurusin perusahaan mami papi di gombong.. tapi aku masih merasa belum siap and belum mau. Apalagi harus tinggal di gombong.!! Aku masih pingin melihat dunia..bekerja, mencari ilmu lagi, dan pengalaman di luar negri.. Tapi gak tau juga klo itu rencana Tuhan atau bukan.!! Dan aku gak tau musti gimana lagi ngomongin ma papi untuk bisa keluar negri lagi... disatu sisi, aku kasihan ma papi yang lagi sakit. tapi disisi lain, aku gak puas dengan hidup yang sekarang... apalagi harus menghadapi orang orang lama yang kerja disini dan masalah masalah yang gak jelas!!!
udah lah..biar waktu yang menjawab...tapi dalam 1 sampe 2 hari ini, aku pengen ngomong ma papi ku mengenai masalah ini..Tapi yang jelas, aku harus sabar dan mengontrol cara bicara ku, biar papi gak marah marah...
I just got back from Singapore on Sunday morning.. It was a great time..but, once we got home, we got really bad news that my dad was sick ..It wasnt just flu or somekinda sick like that, but he got a minor stroke ..I was pretty shock, although i knew that dad had always been sick due to high blood sugar lever /diabetes but, he never went to the hospital.
So, yeah, this time, we had to bring him to the hospital in Jogjakarta. My brother went over to GOmbong to see him and brought him str8 away to jogja. Once we landed on Sunday, J ephie took the next flight in the morning to Jogja.
Today, i just arrived in Jogja and my other sister coming within the next hour. Well, i really hope things are going well with my dad.. I mean, this is the first time that m y family has been put through to this kinda situation.
I saw my dad today on the hospital. I was sad, i mean, he is a strong guy rite..And he s been always a powerful guy for everyone!!! But Gosh, i was really really sad to see that dad hardly could do anything... He was just there on the bed.. He smiled on me and tried to make a joke a little..But, i didnt wanna make him laugh so much which could make him cough.. GOd, i really pray that He would give my dad strength and health.. I want to see allrite again, be powerful and laughing with us again. I know, i have had a lot of disagreement with my dad about running the business.. But i love him.. and we know that we are connected together..
But this situation really put me on dilema.. Coz I am planning to go to Dubai at the end of next month.. I had to sign a contract and collecting all my documents.. I dont know wat should i do.. Is that okay for me to leave him alone in here to achieve wat i wanna do.. YOu know, i have been waiting for the moment to go abroad to work.. But, i dont think the time is right, right now..? Gosh.. !!! I have ever said before that i have done all i could to go overseas, but if God doesnt want me to go, then i couldn do anything..
so good to get home today.. specially because i didnt have any sleep last nite.. I was in singapore for 5 days, having hollidays with my sister and her daughter.. It was sooooo good.. well, the first 3 days, as usual we went shopping all the times.. u know my sister, j ephie, she loves shopping very much !!!..It was good tho, i spent so much money on clothing also i bought Ipod nano and a new LG mobile phone ..YAY !!!!.. But, yeah all was great but the money was not..!!
THe most greatest things was i met my old high school and uni friends..!! I met Eddra, Felix ( i havent met them for 5 years ) , husen also cherlyn and nony and pavaan(ICHM) . IT was amasing to see them again.. Everyone has grown up and changed a lot.. gosh, u know, we all really think about our life now..what we gonna do and wat we will we..Meeting with them just giving me support and encouragement to be big..to choose my own adventure and growing for that..So, yeah, first of all i went with husen and felix to their place..then, catching up with eddra for meal in HOlland village.. Then afterward at 10.30 i met up with Cherlyn and NOny in Clarke quay for drinks till 2 o clock..Then i gotta rush to the hotel to go to the aiport to catch a flight!!! so, really didnt sleep..till 6.20 in the mornning..!!
As soon as i got on the PLAne !! SLEEEEEEEEEEEPPPP the whole trought..i didnt even get a breakfast..heheh..that was the fasted flight i ever had..!!!
Singapore was GREAT this time.. once again, people do make a different in ur holidays rite..!!!..
ciao now..i ll try to post some pictures here later
HOREY !!!!
i am goin to singapore tomorrow.. ehmm, should be fun. .. i ll keep it up date with pictures and stories..
ciao now..
ni mau upload foto foto my new friend..:). JOhn, and kei..ketemu waktu interview buat dubai..hopefully all of us got a chance to go there..!!!
foto2 nya diambil waktu kita night out pertama kali di dps.. seru seru..and since then, we always get drunks every weekend..lol.. well, a good fun guys..thx ...its hell make a different to my time in bali since..
