hey,

I am back in Gombong now....staying here for a few days i think, then may be going to Bandung for a couple days..!!! see how it goes..

but, that s not what i wanna tell you..!! gosh, the last couple days have been pretty FUn and Happy..!! I dunno, i met someone..!! dunno someone that rite for me or not..!! but.., it feels great..!! confusing and scary ..ohhh gosh..I just cant explain it in words!!!

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Hey guys,

been a while..nuffing much to update really..i am kinda stuck with my program renovating the restaurant here in Bali.. Pretty good..I am enjoying it at the moment..I spent a lot of time in SOka , that s why i hadnt been on the internet for long..:)..

I was great to have programs...Great that i can put my imagination into real in building and renovating the restaurant. I gotta choose the design i want, where i wanted to put the light on, wat carpet i wanted to use, tables and chairs i wanted..Awesome stuff... I am kinda understand now, how my dad is so addicted on building things..hehehe..

But yeah, yesterday, i went to the airport..I sent Kei away to Dubai...Pretty sad, coz i am loosing another friends in Bali now ( which i dont have many)...But, in the same time, its good for her...
You know, about all my story of going to Dubai, rite? I was imagining myself to be in the crowd like her..Oh well, the decision i have made.. I am sure, there is something better for me..:).

And guess wat, i met another friend in Bali just after i sent kei away to the airport.. Will be a good friend i think..

Anyway, i am goin to jogja tomorrow then probably heading to bandung after that.. I ll be back next week..Ciao noq

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I just got back from Singapore on Saturday.. It was great to be there with my family...I have had much time in my life to spend time with them, so its pretty special.. However, we went to Singapore for medical check up for my dad. The result for that was great. I was pretty satisfied with the Doctor over there. They explained everything very well to us and gave my dad a great medicine. The result was seen straight away from my dad. His blood sugar level went down from 300 + in the first day to 119 in the last day...

However, in our last day in Singapore, dad felt pain in her legs. He couldnt walk for long. So he had to use wheelchair the whole way from the hotel to the Airport till arrive in Solo Airport. Thanks God, i wasnt a big problem coz he felt better straight away after he arrived in Solo...

I really hope that my Dad will get better a real soon... !!!!

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havent been on this blog for a while..so, i thought just to give some update to this..

well, recently i have been busy in the restaurant coz we doin some renovation.. a little renovation, but its good to keep me busy and use my brain a little...


I have decide not to go to dubai this month..i Mean, yeah..i am not goin to work in dubai.. it s hard decision..you know, half of me still wanting to be there..but i thought, yeah, i gotta be more serious in my life..and probably start thinking to settle down somewhere..!! so, i come to conclusion to cancel my plan to go to dubai. and instead of that,i will be goin to singapore with my family and dad for a medical check up for my dad. !!! Then i hope, after everything is okay with my dad, i will be starting to look for a master degree cource or something. !!! Hopefully i can get my PR by the end of the year.

I think it s time to get serious with my life.. Again, i have to think on taking futher study, get a good carreer and start to settle down..You collection money and do some investment and life in one place....

anyway...!!!! I am in jogja rite now..last nite, i had a good time with my friends in bali. it was kei's farewell party..it was may be my last chance to meet her coz she goin to dubai begining of sept...!! so, me , john and kei went to the rumour in seminyak...had a good food and a good laugh as usual.. then afterward, we went to dejavu ...usual ritual dancing on saturday nite.. really really good, i am so gonna miss her ...YOu know, the last a few months have been different coz i know them and hang out with them... It might be just a normal drinking and dancing on saturday nite..but, really it had put some colour on my life ..especially after all the down side in my life since i moved to bali..!! so, i really had a good friendship with them.. Thx guys..!!!

- i ll post some pictures later -

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akhirnya aku balik juga ke gombong.. balik ke rumah lama, tempat tinggal waktu je ephi dan je yudith kecil.. aku sendiri seh blum pernah tinggal ditempat itu....tempat nya enak juga kok..cuma sepi aja klo malem.. tapi mungkin, itu yang papi pengen..tempat yang sepi buat istirahat karena selama ini di restaurant selalu rame di datengin tamu tamu.

Hari hari kemaren sih masih rame karena je ephie ma oh rony dan keluarganya ada disini nemenin papi mami..tapi hari ini mulai sepi...je ephi udah pulang ke bali hari minggu lalu, dan oh rony udah pulang ke bandung hari ini. TInggal aku sendiri nih di gombong... Aku sendiri mungkin bakal tinggal disini paling enggak sampe tgl 5 bulan depan. setelah itu, aku pergi ke bali dengan membawa tukang tukang untuk membetulkan restaurant di bali. dan klo aku ditanya lagi setelah itu..aku tidak tau..!!!!

Jujur aku nggak suka kondisi sekarang.. Aku gak punya pekerjaan yang jelas.!! sebenernya seh, aku bisa saja ngurusin perusahaan mami papi di gombong.. tapi aku masih merasa belum siap and belum mau. Apalagi harus tinggal di gombong.!! Aku masih pingin melihat dunia..bekerja, mencari ilmu lagi, dan pengalaman di luar negri.. Tapi gak tau juga klo itu rencana Tuhan atau bukan.!! Dan aku gak tau musti gimana lagi ngomongin ma papi untuk bisa keluar negri lagi... disatu sisi, aku kasihan ma papi yang lagi sakit. tapi disisi lain, aku gak puas dengan hidup yang sekarang... apalagi harus menghadapi orang orang lama yang kerja disini dan masalah masalah yang gak jelas!!!

udah lah..biar waktu yang menjawab...tapi dalam 1 sampe 2 hari ini, aku pengen ngomong ma papi ku mengenai masalah ini..Tapi yang jelas, aku harus sabar dan mengontrol cara bicara ku, biar papi gak marah marah...

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I just got back from Singapore on Sunday morning.. It was a great time..but, once we got home, we got really bad news that my dad was sick ..It wasnt just flu or somekinda sick like that, but he got a minor stroke ..I was pretty shock, although i knew that dad had always been sick due to high blood sugar lever /diabetes but, he never went to the hospital.

So, yeah, this time, we had to bring him to the hospital in Jogjakarta. My brother went over to GOmbong to see him and brought him str8 away to jogja. Once we landed on Sunday, J ephie took the next flight in the morning to Jogja.

Today, i just arrived in Jogja and my other sister coming within the next hour. Well, i really hope things are going well with my dad.. I mean, this is the first time that m y family has been put through to this kinda situation.

I saw my dad today on the hospital. I was sad, i mean, he is a strong guy rite..And he s been always a powerful guy for everyone!!! But Gosh, i was really really sad to see that dad hardly could do anything... He was just there on the bed.. He smiled on me and tried to make a joke a little..But, i didnt wanna make him laugh so much which could make him cough.. GOd, i really pray that He would give my dad strength and health.. I want to see allrite again, be powerful and laughing with us again. I know, i have had a lot of disagreement with my dad about running the business.. But i love him.. and we know that we are connected together..

But this situation really put me on dilema.. Coz I am planning to go to Dubai at the end of next month.. I had to sign a contract and collecting all my documents.. I dont know wat should i do.. Is that okay for me to leave him alone in here to achieve wat i wanna do.. YOu know, i have been waiting for the moment to go abroad to work.. But, i dont think the time is right, right now..? Gosh.. !!! I have ever said before that i have done all i could to go overseas, but if God doesnt want me to go, then i couldn do anything..

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so good to get home today.. specially because i didnt have any sleep last nite.. I was in singapore for 5 days, having hollidays with my sister and her daughter.. It was sooooo good.. well, the first 3 days, as usual we went shopping all the times.. u know my sister, j ephie, she loves shopping very much !!!..It was good tho, i spent so much money on clothing also i bought Ipod nano and a new LG mobile phone ..YAY !!!!.. But, yeah all was great but the money was not..!!

THe most greatest things was i met my old high school and uni friends..!! I met Eddra, Felix ( i havent met them for 5 years ) , husen also cherlyn and nony and pavaan(ICHM) . IT was amasing to see them again.. Everyone has grown up and changed a lot.. gosh, u know, we all really think about our life now..what we gonna do and wat we will we..Meeting with them just giving me support and encouragement to be big..to choose my own adventure and growing for that..So, yeah, first of all i went with husen and felix to their place..then, catching up with eddra for meal in HOlland village.. Then afterward at 10.30 i met up with Cherlyn and NOny in Clarke quay for drinks till 2 o clock..Then i gotta rush to the hotel to go to the aiport to catch a flight!!! so, really didnt sleep..till 6.20 in the mornning..!!

As soon as i got on the PLAne !! SLEEEEEEEEEEEPPPP the whole trought..i didnt even get a breakfast..heheh..that was the fasted flight i ever had..!!!

Singapore was GREAT this time.. once again, people do make a different in ur holidays rite..!!!..

ciao now..i ll try to post some pictures here later

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