01 October 2005
G' day..time flies..half semester has already gone.. Well, it s time to look for the last 2.5 month..I havent done much..I reckon i was away from what i had been planning to do..not good....
Anyway, 3rd year is different. It s a lot more difficult than what i thought... Life has gone crazy and studies has made me going nuts..What should i do...
Well, my result in my studies didnt satisfy me..I have been studying in my room all the time ... I need more friends..even girl friend..:)And the worst thing is I stay away from God..Hardly been to church , never prayed..Gosh you know have done it better..
Psttt.. I tell ya a secret..I have kissed another chick.. hehehahaha.. I was so drank..as she did..Then we went to the toilet and ..u know ...that s about it tho..nothing much ...
My goal - till December 2005:
1. Pass all the subjects - i dont care about grades anymore
2. Find a job in melbourne /adelaide
3. get degree
Adelaide, 15 July 2005
Hey, gua dah di Adelaide neh..dapet kamar 158..
Its great to be here..stil pretty quiet tho..waiting for my friends..I miss the Gold Coast already..missing all my friends, my unit , my beach,..everysingle things@@
The night before i leaved was pretty good...I went out with Cheryl, Bary, Rey, Chris, William, and Wendy..It was awesome.. We went out 2 the drink and shooters..Damn, I missout the hollywood hahaha..I got really drunk..We were singing and sitting down on the street..hehehe..Crazy people..And after that they stayed over in my place..Guess what..for the first time ver i tried "Pot" Was allright tho..just keep laughing and talking shit..hehehe..Islept at 6 o clock and wake up at 9.30 .>Cleaned up the house with bari (thx champ) and sort it out everything..
Arrived in the airport at 3.30.Toshi sent me there ..You know what in the airport i found a mobile phone. Really wanna keep it but i couldnt do it. When the owner rang..I returned it. It s agood phone tho..
Anyway, here i am in Adelaide..Another new old place and definitely a new life..Should do more things better here..
Vision and mission + Target:
1. Do the best as i can in my studes - ducks..( at least a few merries)
2. Student Rep
3. Do a lot in the church ( at least reading book of christianity - my life 4 jesus)
4. Network..get a lot of friends ( mainly guys, dont wanan get too closed with chicks unless i want her..heheh. and lectures (kiss their asses..)
Attitute you need:
1. Being Friendly to everyone
2. Helfull
3. DOnt do much chatting and folling around
3. Rading time at least 1 hours/day
4. Play games with mates
5. call and ask them out
6. be active
7. act like shit and who caresssssssss
got ur serf a girl friend.. - you wont be lonely..
25th June 2005
I am kinda sick rite now..Not good..And its so damn freezing outside.. DOnt have a good blanket or heater..cold !!! Please warm me up..hehe.:)
Anyway, i have been partying too much..no wonder i get sick..flu running nose, head ache...and the worst thing, i gotta work tonight..sucks!!!
Party has been good tho..
10th of June 2005
I got a new book!! Awesome ...So good aye...look at the design.!!! That s gonna be my motto..."TO BE CONFIDENT IN THE DIRECTION OF MY DREAM. LIVE THE LIFE YOU HAVE IMAGINED" Amen..:)
Anyway, i am still in the gold coast now. exactly i got 1 month to go..I am finishing my contract on the 10th of JUly. I am so looking forward to it. Cant Wait.!! I am just trying to enjoy myself here. ..partying hard and try to get more knowledge from the hotel as many as possible.
But yeah, i think that i will always remember is my Birthday party. It was fantastic.. Probably a phenomental time in my life. I had a lunch with friends (my closest friends) at broadbeach---> yam cha. Oh, i started with party at the Quest with Ranty.. Only 2 of us man.>!!! unbelieveable ay. That was pretty cool. Went clubbing for the first time with Ranty. We finished at 4 o clock and then went to the beach and watched the starts and waves. Awesome..Wish that was with my beloved Girl friend..hehehe.:)
Sure i ll be killed if Andry knew about it..pst...
I felt not enough for a party. ..I went out again with my work mates plus Michelle and Diana..They only just arrived from New Zealand ( Thx for coming guys)..
%%%%%%Party Animal%%%%% not good aye... Well, just having fun ...21ST BIRTHDAY Thats all the reason behind..But hey, I still remember to go to church ..It was FRIDAY THE 13th OF MAY 2005
Man do you know what..21st means a lot to me. Now i got the key of my own life...BUt guess what...I have become such a worry aye..All the bad 1st experience came all in the same time during that week.
These are the list (forgive God for all i have done)
- Smoking (blame Ranti for this)
- Clubbing (again) again for the first time in the goldy and surely got piss
- THe hoolywood - what a holly "strippers" ( 2 times in a week)
- MPs - that was scary, surely dont wanna go there again..just coz it was Charlie birthday
This might be re post for many many years ago.. it s a story about my life ...story about way of life and what my life is different to others... Story that i don't know if i should be proud of it or to be shame of it...
I don't know if any of you ever feel like, "you don't wanna do that stuff, but you just don't have a strength NOt to do it." And the worst it, its happen over and over again...Every time you make commitment, every new years you make commitment or resolution about it..and every time you fall..
May be that s what people call a "sin".. It feels so good, so then you are so tempted to do it..but, once you fall, you ll feel so shit about yourself coz you fall deep down in the bottom...
anyway....hopefully one day....i ll come to this page and celebrate myself to win over this..
lets pray.
As optimistic as I am (I can find a bright side to just about everything), I also know that life can be a dark and lonely place.
I’ve talked to teenagers who have a parent whose anger makes just going home after school a dreaded trip.
I’ve known people who can’t escape the curtain of depression.
I’ve spent considerable time with others who, like my wife and me, are enduring life with the sudden death of a child.
I’ve seen what relentless poverty can do to people all over the world.
Despite knowing that these scenarios exist, I don’t despair. I know that hope is available in Jesus, that guidance comes through the Spirit, and that knowledge and power are found in God’s Word.
It s mean to be a business trip to Bandung, But i ended up staying for 3 days in Gombong at Mum's Place.
First of all, the design from Asses is not ready coz we make lot of changes in last few days. So, the dead line for that design changed till around 8 of January. - which that s mean i got spare times to kill either in Bandung or Gombong.
In the same time, Je Yudith apparently going back to Gombong too, so it s a good catching up then between us. Pretty funny, coz the whole family is kinda split into 2 without purpose .. J'ephie and the family and oh rony family went to Banka Belitung on the 4th till the 8th. Me and J yudith back in village. We wasnt planning to do that. I would love to go to Babel.. But, i got no spare money for fun plus, i need to go to Bandung on the 5th from the originial plan.
Anyway, one we arrive in Gombong..We found out that "mini market manager" resign from his job. And as you know, Rest Gombong is like a chaos. No set of work schedule, no system, no management NUFFING...So, Mus was a bit worried with the mini market losing the head..So, all the sudden it comes to the conclusion for me and J yudith to take over of Mini Market... Me personally, based on my experience in soka, i would rather to take over the whole a lot of Mini market rather than, just fixing the system. Coz i know, i would be able to fix the system when i am not fully incharge on daily operation in there. But, J yudith thinks different ways...But anyway, i ll let it go what she wants to do....I mean, i am here to supports everything which comes to the conclusion...
Anyway, so, the "work" in Gombong wasnt something that i have planned it before.. But, it seems kinda fun for me to do this.. You know, my aim this year is to take as much as opportunity to get the business going...So, this is another opportunity for me to prove to myself what i am capable of and enjoy life with work load...Thanks God, i am just gonna take this ride of life on 2009..Bring it ON..!!!
